Can intensive practice disrupt even very stable, advanced practitioners with many years of practice under their belts?

The speaker noted that many meditators have experienced their hard-won equanimity unraveling in the face of an unexpected psychological upheaval, interpersonal conflict, or worldly crisis that shakes the ground beneath their feet. In the absence of adequate preparation, integration, and support, the very potency of intensive spiritual practices to swiftly transform consciousness can become a double-edged sword. The same radical openness, heightened sensitivity, and energetic aliveness that enables quantum leaps in insight and self-transcendence also increases one’s susceptibility to disruption and overwhelm when the mind is not yet able to accommodate the expanded range of experience that may emerge.

Therefore, the speaker emphasized the importance of ensuring a resilient affective, cognitive, and somatic foundation before engaging in the high-altitude practices that have the power to pulverize one’s ordinary frames of reference. Frequently touching in with the body, relationships, nature, creative pursuits, and the mundane responsibilities of life can provide a much-needed counterbalance and reality check. Learning to titrate the intensity of practice and metabolize charged material gradually rather than catapulting ourselves into unknown territory without a map is strongly advised.

The speaker also highlighted the value of working closely with experienced teachers and co-practitioners who can attune to one’s unique contemplative unfolding and help tailor practices appropriately, while offering guidance and reassurance if destabilizing experiences arise. By cultivating this kind of safety net, we can embrace the transformative potential of intensive spiritual practice without being naively idealistic about the risks involved.

At its best, spiritual practice can be a powerful catalyst for our conscious evolution, a solvent that dissolves our limiting identifications and habitual patterns, revealing the innate wakefulness and unity of our true nature. And yet, the very act of opening to a vaster reality than our familiar egoic self can handle must inevitably bring us to the edges of our understanding and capacity.


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